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to allow myself to contribute to this journey of humanness
to feel fulfilled and purposeful
I had to find a way to connect to the uncertainty of the unknown.

to allow myself to connect to the infinite
I started to understand the need to feel the absurdity of what I was receiving and allow myself to trust in my own abilities to shine
in an effortless stream of felt experiences
rather than to sit in the illusion
that is it only through logic
that one can comprehend this life and thrive in this matrix.

it is our duty to experience and experiment
with the unknown parts of ourselves that have yet to be explored due to the fear of getting it wrong.

the fear that you (the left brain side of you)
will not be able to rationalise what you are experiencing and thus not be able to adapt to the possibility
that actually this aspect of yourself
yet to be given the permission to be speak
will feel Love.

I will not use my pain in vain stemed from the understanding in embodied realisation
that everyone is doing there best
with the karma that they are holding and the ignorance of the human perception of self.

I decided to embrace the realisation that I was trying to constantly seek the best environment
both internally and externally

to reach a natural high
instead of embodying the truth
that it all stemmed down to the refusal
to sit
with the human feelings I was experiencing.

to trust in every present moment
is to be connected to
a wisdom of information
that wants to come through to your awareness.

the sun has been allowed to shine as bright as it can knowing the world will adapt
to hold space for its dharma.
the world still survives.

and the world will survive without your pain. But you question if you would
so you hang onto it.

the world is a heavy magnet of grief yet nature falls from it
and it's signicance is why new life continuously thrives.

you do not have to logically understand the creative process you merely need to respect that there is a process happening.
to feel connected to something that does not use rational
is to to be in a state of trust
and letting go.

understand that the divine
will give you the wordS

if you just slow down and listen.